(two worlds collide around her ;; the truth lies deep inside her)

[riverdresses]

You know how it is when you've been agonising over something very important to you for months (literally, months), & one night, you're just drinking tea & walking about your room running ideas over & around in your head & you suddenly realise I've got it. You realise you know exactly what to do, how to do it & most of all, that you can do it.

It's a moment where your eyes light up & you just say to yourself, fantastic.

checkmate, motherfuckers.

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♥♥♥ I have literally been almost unable to stop writing my strange little musically accompanied ficlets lately. I'm sure most of you just want to a) kill me to get the insanity to stop or b) wish I'd write a real piece & stop being silly. (do you? 'Cause I'm worrying that I'm just annoying everyone with my silly little blurb-y things & I don't want to annoy anyone!)

I can't seem to stop writing the Tenth Doctor. I . . . really like the way he talks, apparently. & he's actually a lot easier for me to write than I thought he would be.

Also, Gravity Fails Us by Her Space Holiday will NOT.STOP.GIVING.ME.FICLET.IDEAS. You;d think it would have stopped at being a prompt for River Tam, then being a song for the TARDIS, but no! Now it's becoming a Doctor/Master antigravity idea & OMG MAKE THE IDEAS STOP.

Or not. 'Cause timesexing on the TARDIS is one thing, but to do it in zero gravity? THAT COULD BE INTERESTING, IF NOT CLOSE TO IMPOSSIBLE.

So. Rose gets to walk & dance literally on stars with Ten & then he gets to have sex or just float around with the Master in the TARDIS.

ONE OF THOSE THINGS IS NOT LIKE THE OTHERS. HMM, WHICH ONE COULD IT BE.

(& randomly, antigravity would make a fabulous John/Rodney prompt. O, PLEASE tell me someone's written McShep in zero gravity!)

♥♥♥ I am an utter twit.

A bit of backstory: I don't get any (public) wireless access at my house, so if I want to download something large, I have to pack up River (my laptop) & take her elsewhere to find a decent place. I usually take her downtown, since there is plenty of open connections there, but of course, since I'm outside, there are no outlets.

So! I'm sitting happily, if a bit cold, downloading parts of Life On Mars. My download reaches eighty percent & I look at the filename, only to realise I'm downloading a part I already have.

Did I mention that a full download takes all of River's battery because the free internet isn't all that fast & that I had ONE PART TO GO BEFORE I GOT MY GIRLIE HANDS ON EPISODE THREE?

::headdesk:: Yes, I are idiot. An idiot who can't read a damn filename, apparently. O well. Tomorrow is only a few hours away (well, technically, a little under a half-hour, since it's 11:34 here in California) & I can get it then. WHEE MORE LIFE ON MARS! ::licks her new & shiny fandom of JOY & AWESOME::

♥♥♥ lost_little_nat, I got your birthdaypackage today! ::twirls you 'round & all about:: You are so kind to me & EEEK, YOU SENT ME A BABY BAG! ::kisskiss:: Thankyou so so much sweetcake, I love my gifties so very much. ::hugs you superhard:: Yours will be sent on its way very very soon, I promise!

♥♥♥ There are big big bowls of strawberries&cherries in my house. I want to eat all of them til I could just pop!

♥♥♥ .the princess portal. has become my new favourite blog. It's so beautiful & pink & dreamy & lovely! ALL OF YOU, GO SEE IT!

I wish the weather was warmer. I want to have a Hello Kitty picnic in the Japanese tea garden sometime soon.

(sigh, that just gives me more ideas!)

♥♥♥ I'm seeing the boyshape on Wednesday! ::twirls a bit:: I rather wish I could have seen him tomorrow, but alas, one cannot be too impatient when it comes to romance, yes?

♥♥♥ & lastly, two memes, one I swiped from my adorable starlet dreamthing ninkasa & the other one from chiasmus!

Part I: Past
1. What did you do yesterday?

Went shopping for new clothes for my date & bought a pretty new Doctor Who book.

2. Who was your best friend two years ago?

yasolo & she still is.

3. When was the last time you cleaned your room?

Eeek, I can't even imagine!

4. Name a band/artist did you used to be obsessed with:

Um . . . I don't know, actually. I listen to too much music too often to ever not love something.

5. How was your last relationship?

I still have it. ::blushes::

6. Do you remember your very first pet?

My pappy's doggie!

7. What day was it five days ago?

I don't know . . . what does it matter?

8. Do you still keep in touch with your elementary school friends?

Just one, the rest I actually don't know what happened to.

9. Who was your kindergarten teacher?

. . . I can't even really remember.

10. Did you enjoy middle school?

No. I never did.

Part II: Present

11. What are you currently wearing?

a green shirt with a hole in it & my black pants.

12. Why are you taking this survey?

I haven't done one in a while & I felt like it.

13. There's something else you should probably be doing, right?

Sleeping. Updating Reinette the iPod. Writing fic.

14. How was your day today?

Quite nice, except for my idiocy in misdownloading Life On Mars.

15. What are you thinking about at the moment?

Mostly about how tired I am & the headache I think I'm getting.

16. Are you single or taken?

. . . taken. & for the record, that feels really weird to say.

17. What's your favorite band/artist?

Amy Winehouse for singer right now, Hole for band.

18. Are you listening to anything?

Yes, Emilie Autumn's Remember. (which is spot on for Rose & Ten!)

19. Look to your left. What's there?

My screen & the doorway to the kitchen.

20. Pissed off about anything?

Not really.

Part III: Future

21. How old do you want to be when you get married or have kids?

I don't want to get married or have kids. Ever.

22. What kind of car are going to have when you're 20?

I probably won't have one, as I cannot drive & am almost twenty.

23. What time are you going to wake up at tomorrow?

Somewhere in the six-thirty to seven range.

24. Do you think anyone else is going to repost this after you?

No.

25. Going to college?

No.

26. Do you think you'll be a successful person in life?

If I live long enough, which I have my doubts about.

27. What's your main goal?

To write. To love. To dance & sing & travel & have adventures & get away from the people I currently live with.

28. Do you think your life will have a dramatic change in the next five years?

No.

29. What year do you graduate highschool?

I've blocked almost all of my secondary school-related memories out, so I don't remember.

30. Are you afraid of the "real world"?

The real world is a different perception for everyone. It's subjective. I'm afraid of the mundane one. My own, not so much.

Part IV: Just Random Stuff

31. Name:

Elizabeth. Betsy. Liz. Or my real name, which I fucking hate. It depends on if I don't feel like playing that day.

32. DOB (Date of Birth):

02/06/89

33. Hometown:

San Francisco

34. Gay marriage- Support or Against?

I do support it, but I'm not active about it, though I should be.

35. Favorite TV Shows?

Doctor Who, Life On Mars, SuperGals!, Stargate SG-1 & Atlantis & Seinfeld.

36. Color of the socks you're wearing?

No socks for this cupcake!

37. Rap or rock?

Rock! ♥

38. Is there a reason for everything?

Yes. That I know.

& this one: Comment asking me a question. I will reply with my answer, along with a question for you. Then you answer my question and ask me another question and this goes on until we run out of questions or we become terribly sick of one another.

Comment parties are fun. Comment parties with a purpose? Fantastic.