riverdresses: (★ peri's thighs say 'hello!')
Okay, so I was going to post a bunch of sad, self-involved, navel-gazing rambling, but no, I'm going to try & stay a bit more positive & talk fandom instead!

I finally got to hear the second series of Cyberman audios, thanks to [livejournal.com profile] infinitejoys! ::blows kisses:: I haven't had a relisten to it yet, but a quick summation of my feelings about it? Mmm, mixed, I'd say. I loved hearing it after waiting for so long for to do so, but I just felt it wasn't quite as spectacular & chilling as series one had been. This series was, no puns intended, more human & organic-feeling. I felt it focused more on the human turmoil & emotion, rather than the Cybermen systematically asserting power on Earth. Also, the cast of characters was bigger in series two, so I suppose it feeling more human was inevetable. I did enjoy it, but I can't quite put my finger on why I felt slightly disappointed by it.
But, I have to say, I wasn't as disappointed in it as I was with Solitare!

& a few spoilery points I wanted to specifically flail & wibble over.

snip.snip. )

O, yeah . . . I might have caught a few episodes of series nine of Smallville recently. & by 'caught a few episodes', that means 'I may have mainlined all of series nine, save for two episodes which I just couldn't get into within the first five minutes, within three nights'.
Now keep in mind I've never seen any Smallville prior to this & my overall impression? It's kind of like Torchwood, but with less death every five seconds. But it has that cracky I-can't-believe-I'm-watching-this-but-I-can't-look-away aspect, I thought.

But you know, that might have had something to do with Callum Blue being in a lot of leather at times. ::shrugs innocently::

(P.S. I lied; I watched Lazarus tonight & that's all I'm going to say!)

Shocking thing? I actually have thinky thoughts about series nine! I didn't even notice those thinky thoughts sneaking in - sneaky thinky thoughts are sneaky! But I did have the occasional thinky thought about Torchwood when I watched it, so fair's fair, I guess.

Okay, okay, in all seriousness, I did have fun watching Smallville & I think I did like it a bit more than I expected. But if I went back to see anything past series nine, I think it would just be series eight, so I could see more of Tess & of course, Zod's arrival, since Tess & Zod came out as as my two favourites, with Chloe coming in third - she's so Tosh-esque! How could I not love Chloe? & I think, in comparison to Torchwood . . . & here's where everyone's probably going to slap me . . . I liked it more than I liked Torchwood, really. But just a bit. For me, Smallville's in the same category as Torchwood - I watch it for fun, but I might not really get involved in it beyond a few characters & pairings.

(& all of this Torchwood-Smallville comparing is quietly lolarious since the whole time, I kept thinking Clark = Jack, Oliver = Owen, Chloe = Tosh, & Lois = Gwen. But I didn't much like Oliver for most of the time! & I love Owen! Hmm.)

BUT! I got a pleasant surprise in Absolute Justice when Michael Shanks showed up! With scruff! & being a bit Daniel Jackson-esque, but with a seriously acidic personality. & he threw down with Oliver! LOVE LOVE LOVE. SO MUCH APPROVAL. & of course, I was like, 'OMG, surprise!Daniel Jackson! Awesome!' Fandoms colliding!

Also, Zod can build Cybermen. ::gigglesnort:: More or less.

Okay, that's it for now. ::looks slightly sheepish:: I think I've embarrassed myself enough for one post. Must go locate Zod & Tess icons. ::skips away::

O! & I looked at Big Finish's website to see when Project: Destiny would be released & I'm pretty sure it's out now!! OMFG FINALLY! ::DANCES:: (but I'll probably cry my way through it, you know.)
riverdresses: (miscellaneous ;; ferris wheels ;; flying)
::blushes shyly::

This is what happens when I'm encouraged to share more of the strangeness in my head.

& plus, I couldn't get Ten to stop.talking.at.all.

Ish very possible I have a Time Lord sort of muse living in my head.

& of course, I ♥ Ten/Reinette, as we all know! & they wanted a turn this time.

(comments are shiny if you take anything!)

& also, the darling [livejournal.com profile] ninkasa is partially responsible for the last tale, since I asked her if she thought the TARDIS
could go underwater & she said if it could float out in space, then it could probably go underwater. ::hugs her::






Olivia Ong - Fly Me to the Moon

'Where shall we go?' he asks you, his familiar expression of unadulterated glee crossing his face.

You think for a moment. Then you say, 'Show me something beautiful, something beyond the stars. Something that you could look at for hours & never once be bored of it.'

His eyes light up as you stop speaking & he says, 'I know just the place.'

You watch him turn dials, press various buttons, move small globes about. The familiar shaking & grinding of the engines fill the air, stopping just as suddenly as they came.

He smiles at you & motions for you to open the door. Nervously, yet bravely, you push the door open to find yourself faced with the sight of Earth. The sight of Earth & her moon, the light silvery & chilled, streaking your face with silver.

You step carefully to the very edge of the TARDIS, utterly speechless at everything you're seeing. Stars on all four sides, above & below. There couldn't be a way to count them all.

The air is cold against your throat, but you can't bring yourself to move back to the warmth of the TARDIS & of the Doctor.

He comes up behind you, taking your hand & guiding your first finger to a point past the moon, slightly larger than the stars surrounding it.

'That's Mercury. Your astronomers have only just begun to chart your solar system & here you are, seeing it firsthand.'

You're still speechless, taking all of it in, as he begins to tell you a story.

'Was a time when the earth had two moons. Two moons, can you believe that? O, beautiful moons too, one with a core of crystal, the other one with a core of stone. Just beautiful!'

'What happened to the crystal one?' you ask.

"O, you know how it is - well, I suppose you wouldn't actually . . . you know, big cosmic explosions here, a few supernovas there, then before you know it, no more crystal moon! Shame, really.' he says, pushing his free hand through his hair.

You take a deep breath, realising you've been holding it in since he'd begun the story. You can see your breath at the edge of the TARDIS, a cool mist that vanishes instantly.

'How are we still breathing?' you ask, your wits starting to return to you.

'The TARDIS protects us, gives us air where there is none. Wonderful, isn't it?' He smiles even wider & pats the wall of the ship fondly.

Then his manner changes from soft & quiet, to exuberant & energetic. He pulls you from the door, leaving it open. He pulls you gently against his chest, his arms strong & warm around you. Before you know it, he's leading you in a dance, using the rhythms & sounds of the TARDIS as your music. You forget that it isn't, after a time, as he moves you around. You forget everything for a time, everything that isn't the movement of the dance, the sounds of the TARDIS, the coolness of the stars just beyond your reach.

He's taken you beyond your wildest imaginings, but at the same time, filled you with a sense of peace. Crisp, sparkling, pure peace.



Coldplay - Speed of Sound

'Just one trip, then I'll have to put you back.'

He says this as he dashes about, flipping switches, pulling levers & pressing buttons. Rose merely grins at you, offering no further explanation.

You feel the shaking under your feet first, the vibrations of the engines softened by the fabric of your skirts & you begin to wonder how safe this contraption is.

But you needn't worry. It's over in a matter of minutes & you know the Doctor too well to think that he'd ever purposefully put you in harm's way.

He reaches for you & his coat, pushing open the door & letting you look out first.

The light & the sound are what you see first. Or rather, see & hear first. Everything around you pulses with life, positively throbs with it. You look at the strange writing everywhere - on the walls, on the sidewalks, on the buildings.

Tokyo, Japan, 2007.

How can such a place exist, you wonder? So many bodies on so many narrow streets, so many things to assault & allay the senses.

You feel afraid as the three of you begin to walk, your skirts brushing past people who stop to look & occasionally, to feel at the material. Several girls dressed as you were when you were young look at you with wonder in their eyes, but are silent as they scurry past in impossibly tall shoes & dresses black as the ink you use for your letters.

He protects you though. You hold tight to him, scared at the idea of losing him here & of being lost in this hub of people. How would you ever find him again? How would you ever return home? What would become of court if you never returned?

Court. The memories of balls & banquets & dances flash through your mind & you wonder what has become of it here in this world. What could possibly have become of Versailles a world like this? You hold tighter to the Doctor as these thoughts run through through your mind.

Several hours later, you find yourselves in one of the tallest buildings in Tokyo, a fact which the Doctor is quick to point out, having lost Rose somewhere along the way.

You press your hand to the cool planes of glass, feeling slightly dizzy as you look down at the city below. You feel the Doctor's hands on your waist, his head resting on your shoulder. Surprisingly, he is quiet.

You listen to the hum of the city, the sounds of street revelers below you. The Doctor remains silent, though he occasionally points to shining flashes of light in the distance.

'Man-made stars,' you say softly. 'I'd not thought it possible.'

'The ingenuity of these people can amaze even the most jaded traveller.' he whispers in your ear. 'How much they can fit onto one world, one island, one square foot! You could spend a lifetime travelling here, just to sample a bit of everything they have to offer.'

'Don't you ever want to join them, even for a time, Doctor?' you ask, hoping he doesn't hear the slight hesitation in your voice.

He turns you around to face him & smiles. 'What, and miss out on everything else the galaxy has to offer? How would I live with myself?'

You can't help but smile as he does, as you look up at the sky full of twinkling stars. The sky is a mirror of sorts, you think to yourself. A mirror reflecting the true beauty of this artificial splendor. Is that what they try to imitate, you wonder. Imitate what you can never really touch, or understand?

You're broken from your reverie by the Doctor's arms slipping around you. You feel the chill in the air after he does, & you burrow into him, pressing your face against the silky smoothness of his tie, the worn, soft feel of his jacket.

'Is this real?' You ask before you can stop yourself. You're almost tempted to convince yourself that you're dreaming somehow. This place, this world, this man . . . it could only be a dream before breakfast, before your bath, before you arise to a warm spring day. The folly of your youth resurrected by sleep.

'We are as real as we choose to be, Reinette.' he whispers into your hair before he kisses you.

In his arms, in this tower, on this island, you realise both that he is right & that somehow, being here with him in this strange land feels like coming home all over again.



Tori Amos - Liquid Diamonds

'Shh.' he whispers, one long finger pressed against his lips. You look around silently, not sure if you should request an explanation or stay quiet. Rose is quiet too, looking around the TARDIS nervously, her eyes darting from here to there & back to the Doctor again.

He remains mute, but with a familiar smile playing across his face. Finally, after a several seconds or so, he says, 'You hear that?'

'Hear what?' Rose asks curiously. You can't help but feel a knot of worry forming inside your stomach.

'Just listen.' he says.

You hear nothing. For a second, you wonder if it's something only he can hear.

Silence passes by. Then you think you hear something outside of the TARDIS; a swish, a gurgle, a splash.

You finally ask, the knot becoming larger & larger with every second of silence.

His smile becomes impossibly bigger & he pushes open the doors, an eerie blue light flooding the inside of the TARDIS.

You can't believe your eyes. Even Rose, the experienced traveller, comes closer to see if what you're both seeing is really there.

'Are we . . . Doctor, is this really real?' you ask, stunned.

The two of you stand there, bathed in the blue light of the sea, light shows of ripples & waves reflecting upon your faces as you watch the water move in utter silence.

'We're underwater.' you hear Rose say, somewhere to your left. 'The TARDIS can go underwater.'

'Isn't it lovely?' you hear him say, his footsteps echoing all around you. 'And of course she can go underwater Rose, don't be daft! She can go anywhere!'

You feel like the air's been pushed out of your lungs, all of it. You hold your breath for what feels like minutes as you reach out to touch the shimmering blue wall in front of you. Your hand slides easily through the water, dampening your skin, splashing against the sleeve of your dress. You can smell the salt, taste it on your lips. You tangle your fingers in the water for a bit longer, before pulling them away, back to the dryness.

'Beautiful.' the Doctor whispers again, almost reverently. 'Like standing in a fluid, mutable liquid prism, isn't it? Ah, the alchemy of life, water. Entrancing, vital, deadly, more beautiful the deeper you go.'

You dip your hand in it again, the mixture of water & light painting your hand a ghostly blue-white tone.

It surprises you how warm the water is. It feels almost like a kiss of a courtier to the back of your hand.

You smile as you spy the Doctor's own hand moving through the water, closer to you, his fingers fanning out like the long sea anemones attached to the coral scattered around the TARDIS. He catches your hand in his own, holding it fast, the water flowing warm & gentle over your locked fingers.

You look at him, his face painted in the unnatural tones of seawater & of sunlight.

He is smiling.
riverdresses: (miscellaneous ;; here in elysia)
I ♥ music

& I ♥ the TARDIS

so

music + the TARDIS = a theme of music for the TARDIS, her Doctor & the lucky few who travel with them


Her Space Holiday - Gravity Fails Us

There's a time you aren't really going anywhere, just moving through an unpronounceable star system while the Doctor works on some much needed repairs to the TARDIS. You aren't used to everything being so low-key, even though the Doctor's still racing about, dropping this & that & explaining how each part of the TARDIS works when you ask. After a while, you fall into a rhythm - he talks, softly, gently & you listen. Questions taper off after a while & you just lie down on the cool floor of the TARDIS, feeling the metal of the floor pressing gently against your back, feeling every hum & vibration travelling through your body. You close your eyes & just take it all in, the air against your skin, the surprising comfortableness of the floor, the soothing, soft sound of the Doctor's voice as he explains everything you wanted to know & some things you didn't.

Soon, you can't tell which is which - his voice, the sounds of the TARDIS or even your own voice. Everything is just there, inside your mind, all gentle & soft, a lullaby you've always known, even before you really heard it.

At the peak of the sound, of the noise, of the song, you don't even care which is which anymore. You've relaxed so that you're part of the TARDIS now, not living on or standing on, or lying on - you can hear everything he says, with her gentle commentary behind his voice.

'He does prattle on', she says, & you think, if she were a person, she'd be smiling as she said that.

You feel soothed by this; you feel like for once, you understand his affection for the TARDIS, because she's finally telling you.

This shouldn't end. You just lie there, eyes closed, hearing both of them inside your mind, tasting metal as the Doctor inexplicably runs his tongue over a lever near the main controls. She laughs with you as he does, an almost imperceptible twinkling sound behind your eyes.



Her Space Holiday - and things are mostly ghosts

You're just so tired after running for your life all the way back to the TARDIS, that you've just collapsed onto the floor when the Doctor goes to make you tea. You try to block out the screams, the blood, the dead bodies you were both practically tripping over as you ran.

You wake up sometime later & find his coat over you. You're still on the floor, your head resting on your arms & him lying next to you, smiling. You wonder two things - where is the tea & if you're dreaming.

He can feel how rattled you are. You do your best not to show it, but it's useless to hide anything from him. He's going to know, somehow, sometime. Even so, you just don't say anything. He pulls you into himself, arms around you, one hand in your hair. It's a position that feels more organic than anything you know.

you cannot help but believe in those curves, the gentleness of those arms.

You close your eyes & look at him after a moment.

The smile is gone.

Outside, you can hear the planet's last screams, the explosion.

Later, he'd swear to you he could hear the people screaming for him to save them.



My Elastic Eye - The Chemical Brothers

Of course he's crazy. Completely, utterly, fully cracked in the head & makes no attempt to hide this, no matter what he becomes. Leather jacket or pinstriped suit, he's just mad.

But really, riding on the force of an exploding star for a laugh? You weren't expecting that!

Of course, that didn't stop you from enjoying it as much as you did, even if you slammed into the railing & ended up with a bit of a bruise on your back.

Of course he'd get to come out of it unscathed.

Bastard.

You wonder when you'll be able to convince him to do it again.



Ladytron - Sugar

Granted, you never had the most favourable impression of New New York after what you went through there - you'd really be glad to never see it again as long as you were travelling with the Doctor. But he seems to enjoy visiting it, even though he won't admit to it, oddly.

So you browse around in the open-air markets (they actually have those so far from Earth?) & spend, spend, spend happily. They have everything, it seems.

Including dance clubs, which you haven't been in for so long. (school, then work, then the Doctor took priority over a night of dancing.) You want to go in, but the Doctor refuses & pulls you away for a lesson on emergency TARDIS repairs. You sigh & tease him about being a stick-in-the-mud. He simply arches one eyebrow & promises to show you a thing or two about dancing later, once you're back onboard the TARDIS.

Later you're sorting through the clothes you bought that afternoon, wondering if you can fit them in your closet. Hmm. May need to stop at home & drop your more worn things off.

You head up to the control room, only to be grabbed by the Doctor as you come in. You barely register the music playing, but once you do, it all comes back to you.

Suddenly, you're both dancing, for how long, you don't really know. Everything becomes about the music, the beat throbbing through your body, the sweat trickling down your back, the Doctor twirling you, dipping you, moving against you, his hipbones pressing into your back occasionally. You're not on the TARDIS anymore, your back in your favourite dance club, memories of strobe lights flashing through your head, dancing with your friends, joking about torturing every bloke in the place with your dancing. As long as the song keeps playing, you're dancing. You're dancing til you're both covered in sweat & out of breath, barely able to move, let alone sing or talk.

You feel the Doctor's hands on your hips, guiding you along to the beat of the music. You can feel his hands gripping tightly, his fingers brushing against a peek of skin revealed by your dancing. Your head's against his shoulder, your eyes closed. You listen to his breathing as the two of you keep moving in time to the song & to each other.

Finally, you collapse to the floor, both of you, laughing & panting from all the movement. You look at each other & just start laughing all over again, your laughter muffled slightly by your face pressed into his shoulder, his laughter sharp, clear, unrestrained, even as his sweat-soaked hair brushes your bare shoulder when his forehead rests there.



Radiohead - Up On The Ladder

Do the dance.

Travel everywhere.

Help people.

Show just a few the universe. Just a few.

One trip. That's all you've wanted to give them. One trip.

One becomes two. Two becomes three. Three becomes an invitation to travel, to see everything there is to see.

See everything you can see, until there's a war to fight, until there's an open hole in the universe, until you can't protect them anymore, until you realise you've shown them too much, the good & the bad, the ugliest side of everything you are.

You showed her a mirror. A mirror into what you know deep down, you could be. You showed her that mirror & killed any trace of innocence she might have had left.

Don't lie. You knew that innocence was marked the moment you kissed her. But you still did it.

'It doesn't mean anything.'

She saw right through that.

She saw right through that but you still couldn't resist bringing her into your world.

In the end, it all follows the same pattern, doesn't it?

you're all the fucking same.
riverdresses: (delirium ;; sleeps with butterflies)
Today was possibly the most wonderful day I've had in a while.

♥♥♥ Seeing two girls (who got off at the same stop I did!) unabashedly singing & dancing & smiling & giggling on the train this morning - they were dancing in their seats! Their cheer was so infectious & wonderful that I started doing something a bit similar, only without the dancing! BEST TRAIN RIDE EVER.

♥♥♥ The Sanrio store I go by every day is already putting up their Christmas decorations & THEY HAD BABY PINK TREES IN THE STORE. Yes, they were fake, BUT THEY WERE PINK. The minute I saw them, I actually stopped walking, stood there for a few moments in absolute glee & then literally raced inside to inquire about their availability. Sadly, they weren't for sale, but I'm not too upset about it - I may get a pink tinsel tree at Borders this year for my room!

♥♥♥ Being so happy & estactic from seeing beautiful pink trees that I literally hopped up the escalator, raced over to the next one, & did a whole twirl right in front of an Asian gentleman who was reading the paper. & I kept twirling & quietly singing Tori-love's song Bouncing Off Clouds all the way up to the bookshop level.
& when I got there, I saw that the mall has already started hanging their lovely Christmas decorations! Giant snowflakes & wreaths with snowflakes & lights dangling down from the giant dome - I did a twirl under the wreaths hanging from the dome - I wanted to ballroom dance right there!

♥♥♥ The weather being warm enough (IN NOVEMBER!) for riverdresses & for walking home with my parasol. I think tomorrow's supposed to be just as warm too.

♥♥♥ My doctor saying that I have a more 'healthy feel' to myself, physically & mentally. My appointment actually went wonderfully today - not so much with the aggravation I usually get at the doctor's.

♥♥♥ The misty skylight on the way home from the doctor's office. It was beautiful & perfect & how I wish all November days in San Francisco looked. & it wasn't even that cold!

♥♥♥ Seeing these cupcakes on my flist - they make me want to have a teaparty!

♥♥♥ The wonderful [livejournal.com profile] galadarling's fabulous piece on the fashions & style of the show Gossip Girl. While I do not watch it myself, I know quite a few of my flisters do, & when I saw that article, I thought of all of you!

Although I will say that Serena girl? Is very cute! & I like her style the most, I think!

♥♥♥ & lastly, having an awesome, fangirly & kickass chat with Nisha ([livejournal.com profile] colonel_taisa) & even doing some lyric meta for the Daniel mix! O, & I comment!porned for her last night too: i wanna hear you call out my name, i wanna see you burn up in flames - jack/daniel, daniel, shower!wank (I STILL CAN'T BELIEVE I DID THIS & I CAN'T EVEN BELIEVE HOW LONG IT TOOK ME TO WRITE IT. Does my brain have a block or something of me writing Daniel-centric smut, or something?). & HER DANIEL!SPAM IS MADE OF HOTNESS, SO GO SEE IT. ::bribes everyone with cookies::

♥♥♥ Also? SHE'S GONE & GOT ME HOOKED ON LORNE/DANIEL. LORNE/DANIEL, O, THE HOT. I CAN'T TAKE IT! May I suggest [livejournal.com profile] 30toseoul's sharp for your first taste of Lorne/Daniel? Because O, MY GOD, IT SMOLDERS WITH ITS SEXINESS. ::licks new pairing:: ( if you want more? I CAN PROVIDE! But seriously, THERE NEEDS TO BE MORE OF THE LORNE/DANIEL SEXING IN THE WORLD. It would be a happier place for all girlthings!)
riverdresses: (daniel jackson ;; pie!)
Clearly, Betsy is a crazy woman.

A very, very crazy woman.

But you already knew that!

Okay! So this lovely Tuesday morning, in honor of [livejournal.com profile] vaeltaa (because she requested it!) & [livejournal.com profile] lost_little_nat (whom I happen to love dearly & as much as I love strawberries), I am bringing you a picspam! It's not just any picspam, it is a Daniel Jackson picspam! In fact, it's part one of what turned out to be a very large picspam (hey, YOU try going through five seasons of SG-1 & not coming out with less than a hundred caps!), but I've whittled the first part down to twenty caps, which was NOT easy, if I may say so! I didn't get to go through EVERY episode of the first five seasons - come on, that would have taken AGES - but I went through a fair amount!

All of my caps are from Stargate Caps, because I can't cap my own stuffs. Woe.

So! I do hope you enjoy the pretty as much as I do & that this puts a bit of a happy fangirly spark into your day! 'Cause it sure is gonna put one in mine. ::smiles::

By the way, this pretty? IS NOT DIAL-UP FRIENDLY, LIKE, WHATSOEVER.

[livejournal.com profile] vaeltaa, [livejournal.com profile] lost_little_nat & all of my Daniel fangirl friends? IT'S ALL FOR YOU! ::hugs all of you::

smile pretty & watch your back )

& this, which I nicked from [livejournal.com profile] bad_goth:


Betsy

- a teaspoon of charm
- a pinch of honesty
- a scoop of friendliness

Serve hot.
'What is your personality recipe?' at QuizGalaxy.com


Okay, I'm off to go about my day! ::hugs & kisses & loves upon you all::

abandon hope all who enter here

Elizabeth (Betsy). Twenty-two, almost twenty-three, but perpetually seventeen. Whirls back & forth between vulgarity & delicacies like a dervish proper & has been known to disappear for months on end. Worshipper of Carroll, devotee of Lovecraft & BPAL hoarder absolute. Destined for the madhouse.

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