riverdresses: (☂ a beauty like brittle bones)
(one day, we're going to curb my tumblr obsession. today is not that day, however.)

I had the strangest dreams while I was asleep. My father teaching a class of people I knew from art school, Florence Welch & her nonexistent husband giving me a lovely hat & me crying over her describing how she dances, & even some almost-indescribable Star Trek-related dreams.

The best one involved me walking back to downtown San Francisco (only, of course, it wasn't really) from another city one would have to drive to in the waking world. I waked through a shop & then across the street into what was almost certainly some part of China (I almost wanted to write downtown China because that's the only way I could describe it), but was really just downtown San Francisco somehow.

I walked into this place that might have been a train station or a restaurant of some kind . . . sort of like what they have at aeroports. I got into this sort of elevator-cum-glass train that went all through the city of sorts, past all of the huge exhibitions & even around these sort of huge steamboats full of tourists. We went up & down, in insane dream-physics - I think at one point we were holding onto lines & kept swooping up & down around all the people on the boat.

I just remember being up in the air a lot then. & being around water. & the boats, & the old man who found it all very amusing.

At one point, I went through this sort of . . . extended lobby of sorts. An atrium. A plaza. I don't know. It was just long & extended & beautiful. Blacks & whites & tiled surfaces & fountains in some places. I was told that they were all different hotels, some very old & some a bit less older. I must have passed through at least two, maybe three.

There was another place I passed through, after the hotels. It was an old theatre, I think, or possibly the inside of one. (I don't know if it was a cinema or a proper theatre. It might have been a cinema.)

The young (& yes, fairly attractive) fellow who was sort of guiding what I was riding on told me a story about it. I only remember pieces of it, but it involved the man who'd built it & who loved a beautiful girl who was either a flapper-actress or a ballerina. It was now haunted by their spirits, or possibly only by his; I do not recall.

The dream then became the inside of the walls of where we were, where there was a picture of her & sepia-tea-toned lighting. I think we both fell through several levels of the walls before, at some point, we became (or were possessed, perhaps) the two lovers from the past. We fucked madly on the broken, unsanded wood of the walls, trying to hold onto each other & stay in these bodies.

The rest of the dream is a haphazard mess beyond that - it became a Sir John Tenniel Alice in Wonderland illustration, with me living in a tree trunk & having some sort of dream-life version of Beauty & the Beast. I don't remember a thing beyond that, save for everything looking like one of his illustrations & living in a tree trunk.


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I don't think that I mentioned in my last post that I'm planning on going on holiday to Providence, Rhode Island in November. I'm hoping to be gone at least a week & to leave on Halloween. While I'm there I'm also hoping to go to Boston, since I'll be reasonably close by.

This is basically my Lovecraft Country Tour '11. & my first time travelling on my own. But I'm really looking forward to it! The only thing I'm a bit saddened by is that I don't know anyone to go visit & have fabulous shenanigans with whilst I'm there. O, well. I suppose I'll have to learn to make my own fun this time. ♥
riverdresses: (dw ☄ eight ;; infinity made finite)
::beams merrily::

Today's post shall consist of the following things: smut, Doctor Who, smut, Doctor Who, dreams, the hot girls of Torchwood, a bit of Horatio Hornblower, wi-fi frustrations, memes, & Sunday Aeryn's adventures in life on falling asleep at four, then waking up at eight-thirty! (A.K.A known as the post of the massive LJ-cuts.)

So, dreams first, y/n/bunneh?

this is called my subconscious is a strange place to be. )

Okay, now the rest of the post.

smut, Eight/Charley, plotbunnies & Violet Blue. )

I'm thinking of making a moodtheme of the girls of (twenty-first century) Torchwood. I was going to just do a Gwen moodtheme, because I like Gwen, but I think a moodtheme of all the Torchwood gals would be even more fun! They're all win - Suzie, Tosh, Gwen & Martha. (yup, I'm counting Martha as a Torchwood girl - I wish she could be a full-time member!)

Also, I'm halfway through Lieutenant Hornblower. MY GOD, THE SUBTEXT. GETS THICKER EVERY PAGE. I need to get another two books. SOON. (I'd quote you a bit, but then you'd have two paragraphs worth of quotes & I haven't even FINISHED this instalment.

Mmmph. I WANT MORE.

& lastly, my wi-fi connection has been rather poor these past two days. NOT FUN, OKAY. & Firefox no longer opens up for me, for some reason. I assume it's related to River's total lack of space & I hope it is.

& because I love the five things meme, I played it with [livejournal.com profile] bornbackwards & [livejournal.com profile] nevacaruso!

[livejournal.com profile] bornbackwards gave me )

& [livejournal.com profile] nevacaruso gave me )

& GODDAMMIT, I NOW HAVE A BORDERS COUPON FOR FORTY PERCENT OFF ANY BOOK THIS WEEKEND. They WANT to ruin me, I swear. Horatio Hornblower, here I come!
riverdresses: (vala mal doran ;; lost little girl)
♥♥♥ I have been so.fucking.sore all damn day since I woke up. I have no idea why, I haven't done anything that I can recall that would make me so sore & achy.

♥♥♥ Amy Winehouse always puts me in a Vala Mal Doran-esque mood. Which is good, 'cause I had a dream with her in it & that's what I'm going to babble about here.

without girls like you, there'd be no fun )

This dream is totally my fault, I know.

I really rather miss Vala. It's been too long since I've talked about here here. Hmm. Perhaps Bounty should be watched this weekend.

♥♥♥ Meme I saw everywhere. Memes is nice . . .  )

♥♥♥ I want to do an Amy Winehouse picspam sometime soon. I ♥♥♥ Amy & I don't care what anyone says, I think she's awesome & beautiful & I love her music. The haters can shove it.

But here, while you wait, have an Alexandra Moen picspam that I found while perusing [livejournal.com profile] fanmix! Trust me, you'll enjoy it. (I sure did!) O ALEXANDRA, TAKE ME NOW PLZ. ::falls over::

I totally want this mix. Sarah Jane Smith = awesome like whoa.
riverdresses: (river tam ;; ballerinas can be fighters)
My dreams? Are so incredibly cracked out & occasionally, completely fucked up.

♥♥ I KNOW I had a dream wherein River Tam was sitting in some cold, white-metal-walled room with Martha Jones. & River was just sitting there & said something along the lines of, "Isn't it strange?" & Martha asked her what she was talking about & River said "how gravity fails us." Or maybe she was looking into Ten's mind & Martha wasn't there at all, or vice versa.

♥♥ That wasn't the last dream I had that had Martha in it last night. I was walking home from my old middle school & this woman was walking in front of me & was talking about how she knew Rose. I began walking next to her, hoping I could talk to her as Rose's friend & she began talking about using Rose for something, but I don't remember what - it might have been for food or display or somesuch. Then I was in a shop with Martha & Ten was in the same shop & apparently, I had to protect Martha from the woman I'd encountered, because she was apparently an alien who kidnapped various lifeforms on planets she visited & shrunk them down to doll-size, only they didn't have the physiology of their species anymore, they were just dolls of living skin. After he told us this, he got so into looking at crystal swans that he completely ignored everything else. I said to him, "Doctor, when this is all over, I wanna sleep with you really badly," he kept ignoring me! Then Martha said something about us not having sex but meant that we were going to anyway. He STILL ignored us.

So somehow, we wound up in this dressing room with purple saloon-type doors & the alien woman was following us because she wanted Martha. She got up in my face & started GROWING SQUIGGLY EYES IN THE MIDDLE OF HER FACE. & I still had to protect Martha!

Insert STUFF I CAN'T RECALL. Then, there was a way to save Martha, but it involved a charm & being possessed a la Rose in The Parting of the Ways. So we let this huge Bigfoot-looking guy who was with us get possessed & it drove away the crazy alien woman & her posse, but then the Bigfoot-type guy was going to haunt us! (that's what he said), so Ten popped in & saved us. & there might have been kissing of the Betsy & Ten variety. Maybe. I don't remember. (SHOCKING.)

♥♥ My first dream makes me think of the Little!River fic snippet I still haven't posted.

♥♥ This article is at turns fascinating & mind-boggling. But I think some of the comments are really mean.

♥♥ I spent some time with [livejournal.com profile] yasolo today, & showed her David Tennant on YouTube. She thinks he's cute. (yay!) She also returned my SGA DVDs, but I'll have to lend them to her again sometime, because she didn't get to see all of season one.

♥♥ I may finally get to talk to [livejournal.com profile] lost_little_nat tonight! I've missed her so!
riverdresses: (miscellaneous ;; ferris wheels ;; flying)
♥♥♥ I got to see more Doctor Who last Sunday! I saw the full episode of Blink (::hides under bed::) & part of the double eps where Ten was human for a bit. (OMG HE KISSED GIRLS AT LEAST TWICE.) & OMG Martha is kind of AWESOME.

My mummy thinks my glasses DO resemble Ten's a bit. (but his are a lot darker & thicker-framed than mine; mine are pretty delicate looking & a rather faded black. But Ten is suddenly making me appreciate my glasses more! Well, him & my boything, who wants a picture of me in them. ::giggles::)

♥♥♥ Also on Sunday, I did the dumbest fucking thing. (at least for myself to do right before I go to bed at TWO IN THE FRAKKING MORNING.)

Brain: HEY! LET'S SCARE OURSELVES STUPID & READ ABOUT TORTURE PORN HORROR MOVIES!

Rest of silly Betsyshape: MAH BRAVERY, LET ME SHOW YOU IT!

Two hours later, at four in the morning: CAN'T SLEEP, JIGSAW WILL EAT ME.

Yeah, UM. The next time I decide that it's a FABULOUS idea to know the plots of all the Saw movies & both Hostel films before I go to bed, SOMEBODY DISTRACT ME WITH SOMETHING CUTE & FLUFFY, OKAY?

Apparently, the nightmares I had from the 30 Days of Night & Friday the 13th graphic novels didn't teach me a damn thing.

(but oooo, I loved the newest volume of 30 Days of Night!! The art = fucking hallucinogenic & I loved it.)

♥♥♥ I had the most romantic (& crackalicious) dream about Captain Jack Harkness last night. whee crackalicious romance! )

♥♥♥ I slept through April Fools Day. Bummer, 'cause I wanted to reread Arkham Asylum in celebration. (ack, I don't even KNOW where my copy is!)

♥♥♥ I literally banged my head into a wall in public on Monday. Why? Being out with my mummy will make me do that, it just will.

♥♥♥ I WILL HOPEFULLY HAVE SERIES TWO OF DOCTOR WHO ON SATURDAY. DAVID TENANNT GOODNESS, HERE I COME.

& speaking of Tennant goodness, there's been a lot of David love floating around my flist lately! THIS IS A GOOD THING. BUT I NEED MORE. FRIDAY & SATURDAY CAN'T COME SOON ENOUGH.

♥♥♥ I haven't listened to this song properly in a while. ♥♥♥

♥♥♥ One more thing some of you may like. Y HELLO THAR JOHN BARROWMAN, MAY I BORROW A CUP OF SEXY TODAY?

abandon hope all who enter here

Elizabeth (Betsy). Twenty-two, almost twenty-three, but perpetually seventeen. Whirls back & forth between vulgarity & delicacies like a dervish proper & has been known to disappear for months on end. Worshipper of Carroll, devotee of Lovecraft & BPAL hoarder absolute. Destined for the madhouse.

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